Greetings to my beautiful GLOW Community!! I hope this finds you well and that you’re having a good start to the New Year.
As 2016 came to a close, I experienced a massive wake up call and it became very clear to me that my life needed to change. Bottom line, I’ve been working at a pace over the past couple of years that is not sustainable. In October, I lost my energy. It was as though my life force instantly got depleted and drained and I began to lose my passion for what I am up to in the world. I hit a painful level of burnout that was deeply unsettling and humbling. I was in breakdown. At first, I felt so much shame that I had gotten here again in my life, but I know that I had to be there to get to where I am today. The contrast is serving as my inspiration to make many changes in both my personal and professional life.
Also, in October I applied to a transformational program that I knew would rock my world. I was accepted in November, and on January 1, I took off for Denver where I joined 50 other seekers for a training that has impacted my life beyond any of my expectations. I knew in my heart, prior to going that it would be life changing and now I can confirm that the 8-day training has catapulted my life and energy to new levels of grace and liberation.
I came to grips with my habits of efforting and pushing which on one hand has gotten me to where I want to go, but the price I’ve been paying for this behavior is no longer worth the pain of being so depleted and so worn out. Up until now, I have had the habit of driving myself to accomplish what I envision and in our culture we get all kinds of kudos for this behavior. We also wear our invisible badges of honor for working ourselves into this state of exhaustion. I woke up in Denver to how much I crave bringing in the feminine into all areas of my life.
Many of us have unconsciously adapted to bringing more of the masculine into our work lives which then bleeds into our personal lives. We’re not even aware that we’re abandoning much of the feminine because it’s become the norm. As I said, our culture gives us kudos for doing so, and many of us have been willing to go along for the ride. The trajectory we’ve been on is so fast and as we try to keep up with all the demands on our plate, we’ve forgotten to connect with our true nature.
Well, I’ve had ENOUGH!! I know I can offer my gifts and contribute to humanity in a way that is aligned with my feminine. I am so ready to honor my authentic nature and I trust that so much more will be generated as a result!! For me, the distinction of the feminine vs the masculine is attracting vs pushing/forcing.
I have a new soul mantra that I want to share with you:
I am the exquisite surrender of rapturous beauty, elegance and grace
Seducing ecstatic and playful union
And liberating ALL souls for divine delight
I am so excited bring this version of myself into all aspects of my life and I hope to inspire you and others to bring your new versions of you into the light.
I am now integrating all that I learned so that I can bring even more value to all of you. My vision is to GLOW UP THE WORLD to an entirely new and sustainable level of AWAKENESS and LOVE so that we can live the liberated lives that we are ALL meant to live.
I am currently regenerating so that I can fold more of the feminine into the fabric of GLOW. I am also igniting my work by bringing in new transformational technologies that fit like a glove with the work that I have already created. Combining these elements will create a synergy of change that I believe we are all starving for!!
Stay tuned for the date of my first Glowshop of the year. I have a tentative date of March 11-12. I will keep you posted!!
If you would like to learn more about my work and the difference it can make in your life and in the lives of everyone you touch, then please join me for my first Glowful Community Gathering of 2017, on Saturday, February 4th, 10am-12noon here in Oakland!! CLICK HERE TO ATTEND!
Much Love Always,